DAE feel like they've ruined their sex future?

For starters I'm literally a virgin anyway but I can't help but feel like my non existent sex life is over. I have scars on my chest, stomach, arms, and thighs. I'm trying not to expand even though I want to but I ask myself why I should even stop. Like I feel like one look at me is going to turn them off. And then what if they feel it since they're raised? I'm so annoyed