Did anyone else’s nmom sexualize them from a young age?

Trigger warning: CSA

My nmom started sexualizing me probably from about the age of 10. It became clear that the way to win her love and affection was to engage in flirting/sexual behaviour with older boys, and this led to a string of sexual assaults starting at 10. She dressed me inappropriately, and loved me getting male attention, even if that attention was ruining my reputation/life. I became a paedo magnet, and knew exactly how to behave to get males to pay attention to me. If I didn’t behave like this, she quickly withdrew her love/attention. I’ve always carried a lot of shame about my behaviour.