I hate being single (in Hungary)

I have had quite a few relationships before but most of them were online. I felt loved and happy but I got cheated on, a lot like in 80% of my relationships, I had 1 boyfriend that I met irl but he broke up with me as well. I'm in a ton of pain and really overwhelmed mentally by school, lack of friends, and wanting the feeling of being loved again since my parent never really cared about me.

I have tried to look for a boyfriend for so long but I was born in HUNGARY out of all places. It's full of homophobic weird people, even if I find a cool femboy online they live far and I don't wanna online date cuz it would hurt to be not able to meet them and I'd probably get cheated on . All I want in life is a caring femboy bf that can give me the love I never received.

Also I'll prolly be making more posts because I have had a lot of trouble recently and I really need to vent to some people and maybe get some comforting.