Thinking about never playing in a band ever again

I've been playing in my band for 16 years. We're breaking up in september for reasons. I've played in 6 bands since i was 15. i'm 34 now and people have always told me I'm a good drummer. I also experienced how incredibly difficult it is to make a living off of it. I once got contacted by a major band and would have to drive into Chicago for practices and then up to Milwuakee to play at i think summerfest. I declined beacuse of agoraphobia and major anxiety. With all this being said, i'm seriously thinking about never playing in a band ever again. Should I continue playing or give it up altogether?