How do people not suffer from depression?
Do they not feel hopelessness in their life, when they see the state of the world? Are they simply ignorant, or am I too pessimistic?
Do most people just have their life together? With ambitions, and hobbies they wish to persue; friends and family they know they can depend on?
When I see, everyone else around me so care-free and confident, I can't help but to think that maybe I'm not supposed to make it that far. My only options are to stay suffering for years on end and die a lonely failure, or to take mercy on myself and die, pitied for 'dying too young.'