Is it Normal?(healthy)

Love my wife - we’ve been together 15 years and she is still the smartest, funniest, hottest person I’ve ever known let alone been with. My kids are super fkn cool and good little humans and just the right amount of brat that I know they’ll speak to authority with skepticism and respect. I’ve been a stay-at-home dad for 9 years now. I haven’t been apart from them for that time. Like at all. They’re school is four blocks away. My wife works at home. Two bedroom apartment. No man cave, basement, i can hear them everywhere. This is great for looking after them but… i NEED to get away and I just can’t. We don’t have the kind of money where one of us can rent a room and just unwind, we don’t have extended family, it’s just me and my wife and… i need something time alone… I haven’t been to the desert or beach in fucking ages, sold my telescope what feels like a billion years ago, I don’t know how to unwind. I grew up stressed, I feel like even in my own dream life I am still in it. Like a stress-slime monster is devouring me so fucking slowly.

Love my wife - we’ve been together 15 years and she is still the smartest, funniest, hottest person I’ve ever known let alone been with. My kids are super fkn cool and good little humans and just the right amount of brat that I know they’ll speak to authority with skepticism and respect. I’ve been a stay-at-home dad for 9 years now. I haven’t been apart from them for that time. Like at all. They’re school is four blocks away. My wife works at home. Two bedroom apartment. No man cave, basement, i can hear them everywhere. This is great for looking after them but… i NEED to get away and I just can’t. We don’t have the kind of money where one of us can rent a room and just unwind, we don’t have extended family, it’s just me and my wife and… i need something time alone… I haven’t been to the desert or beach in fucking ages, sold my telescope what feels like a billion years ago, I don’t know how to unwind. I grew up stressed, I feel like even in my own dream life I am still in it. Like a stress-slime monster is devouring me so fucking slowly.