Bruh can you imagine being 80 and STILL taking these damn pills

I’m only 24 and so fucking done with these things. I can’t imagine doing this if I live to be 80 😭😭 wtf does Mania at 80 even look like?? Am I still going to be binge drinking, sleeping around and getting tattooed when I hit a manic episode at 84? Fuuuuuck that