On God, I DESPISE being a teenager

Temptations, temptations, temptations EVERY SINGLE TIME! Even of stuff I know I wouldn't even do if I was not christian, like trying out alcohol, weed, sex. All because I know it's wrong and I know I shouldn't, and the devil is tempting me because he's afraid and he knows he will lose me to God.

I can resist all of those things because I know that they will throw me in hell, but what I can not resist, never, ever, is lusting. It has gotten to a point where I'm starting to feel anger whenever I am tempted with it or after I fall short. I just feel like I am abusing of God's patience by saying "I'm sorry" "I'm sorry" each time I commit this sin, and I just don't know what to do. I can't resist on my own, and doing anything that is not indulging in this behavior whenever I am feeling tempted is difficult, I literally can't focus because it overrides all of my thoughts.

I wrote a post before explaining that it's almost like I want to do it whenever I am tempted, but recently I've noticed the guilt of doing it right after reading the Bible or praising God is bigger than my desire to do so (aside from the neurological instinct of doing it), however I still do it, and I don't understand how I can win this. Is it by reading the Bible more? listening to more worship music? Praying more often? I'm just desperate, I've always hated this habit and now it has only gotten worse! I'm lost... I'm lost