TMS: Backdoor Cure for Rumination?

I (42m) started TMS last week, ultimately this was to get a grip with all the fun things that come with the late diagnosed clinical AuDHD and CPTSD realm. Stress always throws me into intense dis-regulation, and intrusive negative thoughts have been a part of me since...since I don't know when. Always there, honestly. If there's a stray thought, a glance of myself in the mirror, a free moment of stillness, it's immediately filled with negativity...self hate...loathing and social anxiety. It's always been like that, but I can hide it if I just stay busy.

Intense things happening at work have exacerbated these thought spirals over the past couple of months, really just making it hard to function. Yet today, I noticed a glaring absence in my day.

Not once (okay, maybe like, once) did I sit and think about what garbage I am...I didn't think about what I did wrong, or who wronged me, and work myself up into a rage spiral of self loathing. I can't tell you the last time that's been possible. Honestly, I can't. Most of my mental load is stuck carrying this white noise buzzing of endless thoughts of negativity. Today was the first day I REALLY noticed it.

But then I think back to a couple of days of having it, and I really was feeling this after 3 sessions. I'm only on my fourth.

Has this been the case for anyone else? I'm really hesitant to be excited about this, but with decades of having this thought pattern, it's very OBVIOUSLY correlating with this TMS treatment.

I still have like, 32 Treatments left, but I'd like to know if anyone else got surprised by a secondary type of benefit to TMS treatment.