Never understood the hype of living in the suburbs

I genuinely never understood the hype of living in the suburbs. Seriously like why do people like it where I live it's terrible there and everyone else is so negative and miserable. As a person who currently lives in a suburb I absolutely feel so isolated, alone, lonely, and so depressed there’s absolutely nothing to do in my neighborhood. A lot of people who told me that living in a suburb is fun literally just straight up lied to me in front of my face. I like quiet and peace but all the time!? ABSOLUTELY NOT. I wish I lived a way better life than the one I live now. I hate suburbs so much. How do people even like or love living in them in the first place? In my suburban area there are absolutely no kids my age I can actually hang out with. Everyone else is either all adults or all elderly. There’s no activities to do either. I can’t even go anywhere without a car. I hate that I can’t just walk to any place I want to go to. I always get extremely jealous and envy when I see other people who actually live in fun areas and I don’t. I feel like I’m wasting my teenage years. the extremely overwhelming feeling of “WHY NOT ME” because all I want is to experience the teens/young adults experience all your peers and others seemed to get. I literally hate it so much nobody understands me when I say this. People always think I want to live in the “HOOD” but that’s not what I meant when I say I want to live in a fun loud area. I will forever be envy of people who actually experience and get to be a kid/teenager. Having a large group of friends who all care about each other and spend lots of time together 24/7. That all I desperately want and a NEED. Everyday I lay on my bed I think about how other teenagers are out partying and making lifelong unforgettable memories while i’m just in my room alone watching TV or playing video games all day like usual. Maybe in another universe and timeline I'll get to be the popular girl that is best friends and loved by everyone and just knows how to live her teenage years to the fullest without worrying about anything. I always immediately get so shocked and surprised whenever I talk to people in my suburban area and they straight up don’t plan escaping this hell like are you deadass? You actually wanna stay? I seriously can’t wait to move and get out of this stupid place and once I do I will NEVER go back. I will DEFINITELY leave my whole family behind too since they want to stay in this horse crap trash suburbs. I deeply sincerely apologize that this post is so long. I am so sorry. I had to get it out of my system.