I didn't solve world hunger - but it's something

I'm semi-bedridden, haven't driven in weeks,and am struggling with medication adjustments. My sleep cycle is off and my functionality is diminished. Yes, I am passively you-know-what right now (passively is the key word). Things are very bad. I might not make it. I'm tormented, panicked, and weary.

But.

Tiny wins.

Today, I had virtual therapy, showered, and drove. I was nervous to drive. But I ran errands - post office and grocery shopping. I nearly didn't go, and I had to pull over a few times to breathe - but I drove, and I drove well. And I got some delicious food at the grocery store.

Now, I'm home. Still anxious and my brain fucking hurts, but I got my errands done. If all else I get done today are nourishing myself and reading, it was still a somewhat productive today when you consider the circumstances (that I'm in a health crisis and struggling).

Small things are harder when you're going through certain circumstances. So, very small wins today.

It's something, right?

Edit: gorging on Impossible Dino nuggets for dinner is likely not the healthiest thing. But belly is full, I'm reading in my bed, and I've got my blankets enveloping me. Happy place. ❤️ 🛌