Anyone fear social rejection or public humiliation more than death itself?

Title is self explanatory. My reaction to death and others dying is “That sucks… anyways.” I actually somewhat find the thought of it comforting because life is stressful as fuck, rather than petrifying, although, I used to fear it preceding my first Narcissistic collapse. Not sure how it could result in such a drastic change towards my outlook on death, but here I am.

I’m still a little subconsciously fearful/anxious about social rejection, but my fear response in general seems to have been culled and attenuated.