Crisis hotlines that operate during late night hours

I want to die. I want to die I want to die I want to die

The last Friday I felt this way I called a hotline and felt better, I went to call them tonight, and they were closed.

I feel like I'm closer to ending things everyday. My life is exhausting, no one loves me, and I can barely support myself. I'm afraid my therapist might quit because of the cuts to Medicaid, and I just started seeing them.

My community hates me because I had untreated BPD when I first got into it, and I've been banned from every trans support group in the state.

There's just no point. There's nothing keeping me alive. I have nothing in my life I am looking forward to, no one will miss me.

Recommend me a good hotline before something bad happens.