Does anyone else feel like they question their ocd on purpose?

I’ve been hanging out with my friends and we’re watching movies all that stuff. One time we were talking about actresses and we were saying how attractive they were and my friend said "would y’all do anything w her?" Obv my friends answered no and it’s like i knew my answer would be yes and I had no anxiety. I also feel like I had no reason to ask this here.its like I know I am and I’m just trying to deny it. I feel like I like girls only and there’s just no point in having a bf which I do. Sometimes I feel attracted to him other times I think about girls to see if I like it and a lot of the times I think I did. Idk does anyone else feel like this?