Please traumatize me with your stories

Tw: harmful behaviour

I need you guys to tell me your worst purging stories to scare my ed brain into hiding again. I haven’t made myself throw up since i was a teenager and I thankfully never got health problems because of it. I’ve been relapsing lately and now I started this harmful behaviour again. And part of my brain (that won’t shut up) is proud of me 🫠. Please tell me your worst stories to scare me into stopping this. Right now I’m struggling.

Edit: this is working y’all continue with your stories. I hate that you guys had to go through all of this and it lowkey sounds horrifying.