You’re gonna suffer but you’re gonna be happy about it

I just finished She Whom He Harbors and I need more fics where Draco is trying his very best but suffering, who would burn the world down for Hermione but still believes he is not good enough for her. I need him to SUFFER where I have to close my kindle for a sec and whisper to myself, “oh my poor bb boy” while a tear rolls down my cheek. I’ve read Manacled and most of the fics that have over 500,000 reads on Ao3 but send any recs you can think of plz!