advice & rant

hi everyone,

i’ve been recently diagnosed with bpd (f22) and i just feel…numb? i thought i would be relieved but i’m scared and lost with processing all of this. i’ve only told one of my closest friends and my sister because i’m afraid that all the people i love will see me as crazy or even worse.

i also understand that i will never be the same and my romantic relationships are at high risk of being sabotage because of who i am. i just feel lost and i don’t know how to go from there.

this sub is all new to me and reading all of the posts makes me kind of safe and not alone with my own thoughts.

(sorry if i made some mistakes, english is not my first language)